Jaenelle Angelline ([info]ebonyjaenelle72) wrote,
@ 2008-06-05 19:35:00
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Current mood: sad

Well this sucks.
Jaenelle is currently sitting next to Lucivar's bed, looking extremely unhappy and extremely uncomfortable and extremely annoyed. Lucivar is, fortunately, currently asleep, though it took all her effort to get him there, especially when he got past the shock of Jaenelle being alive and realized that she was currently vulnerable and, as far as he's concerned, helpless. Even listing hopelessly from the wound in his leg and wings half spread, gritted teeth ignoring the agony from them, he attempted to bully her into sitting down so he could get her something to help. No such luck. She informed him very firmly that he is not going anywhere.

And she can't get another Healer. She tried to bring Karla here earlier, but his memories of her were fuzzy at best and there was a tense moment where Jaenelle had to shield Karla because Lucivar's eyes went wild and he very nearly attacked her. Karla fled in a hurry.

Jaenelle's closed and locked the door, frowning at her sleeping brother, looking at his wings with still midnight eyes, all the rage and fury bottled beneath her skin now so the room itself is normal temperature, but seeing Lucivar like this, conscious and not Lucivar but Prince Yaslana - she's seen him on the killing edge, but never like this. And this is worse. Because he's wounded.

She reaches one hand to brush his hair back from his face, too sore to even consider trying to heal him. And that's why the unhappiness. Because she can't do anything. Can't fix his beautiful wings. Can't bring him back. Just has to wait.

Lucivar stirs slightly at her touch and makes a slight noise that on any other man might have been a cry.




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[info]tomboy_22
2008-06-06 02:53 am UTC (link)
So she’s left Locke with Valen, we can suppose, because she said she told Valen she wouldn’t leave until he came back, and to take his time.

She’s really tired – but for now, she needs to know that Lucivar is alright. She found Phedre in the room where she’d left her, and she was briefly briefed, no pun intended, on the interaction with Ambarussa, and how Phedre knows Lucivar.

The two girls are now at Jaenelle’s door, and Anita knocks, very, very lightly.

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-06 03:04 am UTC (link)
Jaenelle looks up and eyes the door, testing the psychic scent, and then the door clicks open quietly. "Please stay quiet," Jaenelle says tiredly, but she does need the help, and a friendly face right now would be welcomer than welcome. "It took me forever to get him to sleep."

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[info]tomboy_22
2008-06-06 03:15 am UTC (link)
Anita nods, Phedre is silent - she's not sure how to react - Jaenelle scared her a bit, even if Anita assured her that she's "sweet as cupcakes."

"Wanted to check up on you guys," Anita whispers. "This one," she points at Phedre, "was worried about the big guy. Since she updated me, figured I owed her passage. D'you mind?"

Light tone. Worried as hell.

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-06 03:28 am UTC (link)
Well, she certainly doesn't look scary now. Just tired, and sore, and unhappy.

She gives a brief smile. "No, not at all. Please, come in and sit down...I think he's out for a while, at least." She casts a look in Lucivar's direction, a sad little frown flickering over her face with a flash of anger in her eyes.

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[info]tomboy_22
2008-06-06 03:34 am UTC (link)
Well, Jaenelle, that’s a trio of sad girls sitting in your room, because we promise you that Phedre and Anita aren’t feeling better.

Anita reaches and takes Jaenelle’s hand without hesitation.

“I’m sorry, hun,” is all she can say. Phedre looks like she wants to do the same, hesitates, and takes the other hand, unless Jaenelle withdraws.

“We’ve never met until today,” she says softly, “but your brother showed me what it is to fly. I like him very much for it. My name is Phedre.”

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-06 03:57 am UTC (link)
Jaenelle gives Anita's hand a squeeze and definitely doesn't withdraw from Phedre. She offers her a very small smile. "Jaenelle," she says softly. And then adds, "Thank you."

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[info]tomboy_22
2008-06-06 04:10 am UTC (link)
Phedre nods, her mind on Lucivar - she remembers his joy, his exhilaration, and the glorious wings, and how they are now torn, and her heart plummets at the question. Will he ever fly again? There are a million inane things she could say. Instead, she squeezes the hand, and whispers, "Would that I could help you, and him."

Anita's sentiments on the matter being known, she says nothing, just stays quiet, lets the other girl talk. She feels very useless, unworthy. She wants to do something, anything, and feels unable to even offer, because she couldn't.... prevent it. Ironic, isn't it?

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-06 04:18 am UTC (link)
Jaenelle looks down and away, her mouth twisting. "Would that I could," in a whisper of midnight.

Lucivar stirs with another of those small noises, his brows furrowing and mouth pulling down in a stubborn, sad little frown. Jaenelle turns toward him in a moment and touches his shoulder.

"Hush, Prince," softly. "Please."

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[info]tomboy_22
2008-06-06 04:35 am UTC (link)
Anita finds herself wondering if that's a response to her own thoughts, or to Phedre's gentle words, but she's distracted by Lucivar. A look. She doesn't hide the chagrin. Some things can't be hidden, and Lucivar is a bit of an icon for her - he taught her, and she used to have a crush on him. That pretty much spells it out.

She musters her strength, whatever's left of it, and says, under her breath, "He'll be alright, Jaenelle. He's the toughest cookie I know." She told that to Cal too - but it's not the same cookie jar.

Phedre, bravely, thinks of Imriel, and his healing time. It may be long, but what else is there to do, but nurse and be patient? She nods, letting the other girl talk. Implicitly, they have agreed to take turns.

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[info]thrice_gifted
2008-06-06 04:16 am UTC (link)
The door opens and Chaosti appears in the doorway, and Gabrielle's head immediately pops over his shoulder. She's got the baby resting against hers. Her eyes dart anxiously between Jaenelle and Lucviar. "How is he?"

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-06 04:19 am UTC (link)
Jaenelle looks up, flicks a quick gaze at Lucivar to be sure he's still sleeping, and stands up, going to give someone a hug. She needs one.

"Not very good," heavily. "At least he's sleeping. Finally."

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[info]thrice_gifted
2008-06-06 04:22 am UTC (link)
She gets a hug from both, first Chaosti and then Gabrielle as he steps aside to let his wife into the room. When she pulls back Gabrielle shifts Aiden to her other shoulder, looking determined. "What can I do?"

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-06 04:27 am UTC (link)
Jaenelle looks a little apprehensive. "He drove Karla out of the room earlier..." But she's tired and sick of not being able to do anything, so she doesn't protest as much as he should.

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[info]thrice_gifted
2008-06-06 05:37 am UTC (link)
"Well he's not driving me anywhere," she says, though she frowns at the thought of both Lucviar wanting to drive Karla away, and Karla allowing herself to be driven. She hands off the baby to Chaosti and goes to sit next to Lucivar's bed to see how bad things are.

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-06 02:34 pm UTC (link)
Mostly it's just that he's extraordinarily thin for Lucivar, and the wound in his thigh from the crossbow. And the wings, of course.

Jaenelle gives Gabrielle a grateful smile. "Thank you," she murmurs softly, finding her hand and giving it a little squeeze.

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[info]thrice_gifted
2008-06-08 09:43 pm UTC (link)
Gabrielle squeezes Jaenelle's hand back, then surveys the damage again as she begins to weave a healing web. She doesn't know yet what she can do about the wings, but she can start getting the thigh wound under control. "Do you have any idea who is behind this?" she asks as she works.

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-08 09:46 pm UTC (link)
A flash of those sapphire-midnight eyes. "I don't know who brought it back, no. I can't trace how it began, so it's not a type of magic I'm familiar with, which rules out a few of them here.

A pause, and then, "Originally, yes. In his mind, he's just escaped from Pruul. He's hunting for Daemon because he thinks he killed me."

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[info]myrddin_wyllt
2008-06-07 12:49 am UTC (link)
Jaenelle will undoubtedly feel the presence of Merlin eventually - so much anger, rage and pain are impossible to ignore for him, and more so from the Faerie Queen, both because he likes her and because he well knows she could graze the Mansion if she had a mind to it.

Shying away from interference, though, he only hovers about, as he suspect that his presence is known, and that she will call on him, if she wishes for his help. Why the bird form? Because birds have no hands. Without hands, he cannot conjure. This is the trick he found to force himself to meddle less.

At the moment, he is but a bird on a branch, outside. His psychic scent probably breathes concern and chagrin - Lucivar did strike him last time they spoke.

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-07 05:38 am UTC (link)
Jaenelle pauses after several moments of silence and turns her head, frowning a little, her eyes closer to sapphire than midnight but still a bit annoyed. "What are you doing?" Softly, mindful of Lucivar's sleep.

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[info]myrddin_wyllt
2008-06-07 07:58 am UTC (link)
*What I can,* replies the wizard, still in bird form. The merlin comes closer, landing silently on the windowsill.

*Making myself accessible to you, if you wish me to be here, and no more. I will leave if you bid so.*

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-07 04:14 pm UTC (link)
She shakes her head, slowly. "No, don't leave. The company is welcome. I just..." A sigh. "I don't know what to do. Other than wait."

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[info]myrddin_wyllt
2008-06-08 08:56 am UTC (link)
*Then stay, I shall, My Queen* he replies, and there might be some soothing in his voice.

*How does he, my boy?* A simple question, because he needs to know. Merlin liked that Lucivar called him Gramps. He really did.

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-08 03:41 pm UTC (link)
Jaenelle looks down at him. *Not so very well. He's exhausted and - well, it's hard to explain. About his wings.* A heavy sigh.

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[info]myrddin_wyllt
2008-06-08 03:50 pm UTC (link)
Merlin-bird seems to have a moment of very sad consideration.

*They are a great source of pride and joy alike for him.* He pauses, seemingly considering. *Will they heal?*

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[info]ebonyjaenelle72
2008-06-08 09:39 pm UTC (link)
Jaenelle looks down, anger flashing for the first time in her eyes, turning them to swirling midnight. *If - when this passes.*

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